Rarebliss.


One week down, more to go.
September 13, 2009, 8:39 pm
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Sunday, 13 Sept 2009.

I tell you, I can never really get used to writing every day, or every other day in a blog. I do however quite enjoy it through tumblr just because they have all those cool options that make it way it but it is currently not cooperating A.K.A site maintenance. So here I am with one week down and more to go. Its been about 3 days since I last heard from my husband. This is definitely a new thing to me. Seeing as most times when he was away whether it was 2 hours or overseas we would have means by text or email. This is the first time I haven’t heard from him in awhile, that I could recall. Its nerve wrecking but at the same time I can feel myself getting stronger.

This weekend I’ve had time to do some things I planned for a long time ago, although anything having to do with cleaning our apartment was a no-go just because when I look around I get disgusted on how far I let it become such a mess and then I lose motivation. Tomorrow is another day though. Hopefully I can get a few more things done tomorrow. I’m in bed early at the moment. I decided to curl up and watch a movie or two and be in bed by 10pm. My sleeping habits are way whacked at the moment. Some days I will sleep till noon, others I won’t sleep at all. And usually those days I have work. Which is no fun… I figured I would blog something just to update. BTW, Did anyone get to see the NEW New Moon Trailer? Freakin’ awesome! I saw it last night and I cannot wait to see it! The suspense is killing!



September Rain.
September 3, 2009, 1:29 pm
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Its become that time again,
Where I wish that I could freeze time so that he could stay longer.
But its near to impossible.

My husband is heading for training for probably..hmm, the third time this year. I’ve kept myself busy so that I wouldn’t think about it though everything just built up inside till I was numb. And last night I couldn’t hold in my tears. I am afraid. Afraid what life will be without him again. I don’t want to know.

I really don’t want to know.

Today is my last day with him for about a little over a month. He’s heading South. At times like this I wish I really had some familiar faces to cheer me up. I miss my friends from back home so much.



Vulnerable.
April 21, 2008, 11:44 am
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I definitely do not like this feeling. For years I built up this wall of confidence.

But every now and then the walls come down.
I beg myself,
Not now.



Hello world!
March 17, 2008, 8:08 am
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